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` ``me thinks me got xanger` premiumm.....O_O  yeppp... i havint updated in a REALLY long time =D (i thinkkk its my longest "not-going-on-xanga") ``yupppp... i took away my b/g && all the other html stuff...cuzz...... yeahhh..

 && i'm not gonna update again *maybe* until i get a new layouttt. ^.^

ppL who knoww me know i hardlyyy go onlineee && stuffies anymoreeeeee =|... ha.. yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aniwayyy.. proppp meeeeeeee....

&& i'm looking fo`` either A) a new layout B) sum1`` to MAKE me a new layouttt =) C) an idea forr a new xangaa... or D) just w/eee...... =) i'm bored.. fuck verma.. gimme so muchhh fucking hmwkkkk...

**edit ten seconds later [hmmmm.... i actually dunn think any1 will prop meee cuz i think ppL have 4gottenn abt mee...]... *sniff* i feel unluvveddddd ... prop mee

wow... its bynn sho long since i bloggied``! =)
              -yupyup... lots to talk abttt!
**THESE ARE STICKYYS FROM THE DAY B4 YESTERDAYY

  <<--i look uglierr than usual in this one!

+anywaii** yesterdayy was aggieboo's 14th birthdayy... so aggie;; me;; annie;; stephy;; lester;; && graeme went to playland... [dotdotdot]       **gonna blog in RAINBOW COLOURS!

-1st... i saw annie @ rc earlyy.. && i realized i 4got agne's present(!).. heheXP...
-then... everyone got there (agnes was last!) & we got on her van **haha! graeme had to sit on the ground cuz he had no seat!
-took a couple of pixx on the ride... tried to slpp... yeahh
-got to playland ^.^ && the guys ditched us... then we found them again & forced them to cumm w/ us b/c it was aggie's bday =)... hahaXP
-the LogRide wasnt open... =( ... so we went on that thing where u sit on a swing && u swing around... thenn... no one would go on the Hellavator w/ me... we went on... PirateShip... the BumperCars (which i suck @ a LOT)... the new ride Breakdance... then we went on Enterprise... && i got sick && felt lyk puking``... =(... annie said me && aggie looked really pale... yeahh... so steph, graeme, & lester went on this music-car thingy... & me, annie, & agnes sat b/c me&agnes were sick & annie was scared(!)
-then... FOOD! i ate two corndogs & ppL stole my gravy... *mmm... gravyy...

-after food... we (except the birthday gurl) went into the haunted house.. haha.. the ppL told us NOT to touch anything/the ppL acting inside...there was a sign that said "NO REFUND BEYOND THIS POINT"... haha.. && we were all really scared.. haha.. lester & graeme were such COWARDS! haha.. told me to go "first"... but then i went behind them.. HAHAHA... okk.. it was lyk this: (a crowd of ppl) lester holding on to graeme's arm/nipples;; stephhyy grabbing graeme & lester's jackets;; me grabbing lester;; && annie grabbing me & choking lester... && we were all lyk.. smushed up against the wall...haha...haha.. i really cant stop laffing...
-we were lyk... 2 feet past the "no refund" sign... we stayed there for lyk... 5 minutes just screaming... hahaXP... then... stephyy started saying she wanted her mommy... & i was lyk "omgomg"... & annie was just screaming... hahahaha++ the haunted house was sooo scaryy.. haha.. the displays werent that freakyy.. but "things" kept making noises!... & lyk.. we just kept screaming...
-i kept thinking *gawd... y didnt we bring braver guys?
-then... there was this beeping car omggg so scaryy...=_="...  ppL rose from the dead...
-&& the haunted house was so longggg... lyk... i kept wishing that it would just be OVER..
-oOo! but it was really funny... when.. lyk.. near the end.. there was this thing where we had to duck under the wall... & graeme was first, i think... & his head kept going *bump*bump*bump every other step.. haha.. he said it was cuz he thought it was just a little bit of a low wall & that he could keep walking after.. HAHA... me, annie, & steph kept laffinggg...
-@ lyk... the VERYY end... this veryyyyyyy creapy voice was lyk "hey gurls" && iuno y... but we started moving back-- TOWARDS the creepyy voice... & lester & graeme were all lyk.. screaming & stuff..
-then we saw the exit sign..haha.. we lyk.. RAN... && steph was lyk "MOMMYYYYYYY!!!" haha.. & then... after we all saw agnes just sitting there... she kept laffing... & graeme & lester were lyk "it wasnt scaryy at all".. pshhh....
              haha.. yeahh.. all i did was talk abt the haunted house... cuz that was lykkk... awesumm haha....XPXP
++aniwayy.. lester & graeme left for sum basketball thingy.....we did other stuff.. haha.. we (aggie steph annie & me) went to play skee-ball.. haha... got lykkk.. no tickets... but it was really ... addicting.. yeahh.. haha... after.. me & steph didnt switch our tickets for lame prizes... & anniee got this... plastic top... & aggie got a plastic harmonica that has two notes.. haha......
~~we went on other rides.. ferris wheel;; merry'go'round... haha.. lil'kids... well... we were gonna go... & the log ride opened @ lyk.. when we were gonna go...went on logride ONCE... saw our picture @ from the ride.. *steph covered agne's face...

-car ride was weird.. i was half aslp.. heard weird things from annie & agnes... (steph was slpingg) annie was lyk "i lyk dirty snow" or smtn lyk that... agnes was lyk "is that A&W flowers?!"... && me, annie & agnes talked abt other retarded things on the car... when steph woke up she was lyk "huh??... i'm so tired... mmmmmm" haha.. she was all slpyyy.. haha..
///ate dinner @ estea.. ermm.. we were retarded.. the waitress wouldint give agnes a free cake when we sed it was her bdayy.. looked @ magazines.. took more retarded photos... haha...
       ---this blog is SOOO long...
+yeahh.. i'm tired & my shoulder's sore... to see the pixx i took of ppLL... go 2 mySPACE.. yeahh okk...here's a linkk:

yupyup... & as usual.. remember to prop meeee!

yupp... new blog!

SKOOL'S OUTTTT! wOOOTTTTTTTxxX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
              aniwayyyyy... skewl's over... lotsa time 2 slpp.. hehexxx.. i love sleeping.. yeah... ermmm... for tha past weekk... my mom got mad @ me cuz i slp 2 l8... sooooo... now i gotta do math&&chinese "hmwk"... yeahh... she made me go 2 chapters && buy a math textbook... !!! wtff!!???... yeahhh....
       grr... stoopid mom... &&yeahhh...

i'm so bored... =(.. & i have no life... XP

yeah-- so todayyy.......!
              met up w/ sum ppL @ blundell... for the gr7's gradd.. 
       -gRRR! had 2 wake up @ 7:30!!! holyyy shittttttt.. thatxx so earlyy!!! omigawdddddd! yeahhhh... it wasnt even worth it... cuz the grad was so boringgggg... *snore*... yaaa... BUT we watched a funny movie & saw sum old classmates!!
       -afterr grad... went 2 mcdonalds w/ annie&michaell.. talkedd abt "vikings".. lolx.. *inside joke*.... LMAOOO.. got so highhhh.. lolx... saw wilson's car & went 2 say hello.. gawdd.. me&michael were such retards... we ran up to the window & started waving to wilson's mom lyk freakkks .. yeahh.. thenn... we went baqQ to blundell... & we played on the swings..thenn.. sum gr7's that gradded came... & left... & iuno y.. but my mom came & picked me up... so i went home.. dunno wut happened to annie&michael.. yeahh
              thennn... got home... && *something* happened that made me leave the house all mad & stuff... so.. i went 2 mcdonalds again & saw my brother w/ a whole bunch of ppL... helen gave me an ice tea.. so i stayed... & then went 2 blundel w/ themm... & played bball there until karen&kd&andrell&tony & sum other ppl wanted to cum 2 mah house... so.. my brother took them 2 our house.. & i watched tv... & they played bball in the front.. & yeahhh.. then.. iuno wut happened.. i think they went home @ ... 6:20ish...

yeahh.. i'm tired.. gonna go take a napp.. & then i'm gonna watch "love storm" again.. hahah.. i love zaizai!.. <3<3<3 *heartheart* hehe... *grins big*.. he's so hottttttttttttt!!!

PROPX 4 MEH!<3<3 *muahh*

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i hate someone
actually.. thats not true.. i hate a LOT of ppL.. && "hate" is a really strong word.. but i do... i hate lotsa ppL.. in factttt........
       i have a HATE LIST of ppl i hate on it.. yeahhh... && i have goooooddd reasons for hating these ppL..
~gawdd.. they make me so mad...>.<

these things i've sed mite make me sound really bitchy.. or make u hate me or w/e.. but sumtimes.. i just cant stand it anymore...okkkk.. done spazzingggg.. prop me ppLL =)

whEEeee~
skoolie ish over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!       no more exams && hard workk for TWO WHOLE MONTHS!
       && for those ppL who still have exams & skewll... tuff luckkk
aNiwaii              =)
wanna do shout outts 4 mah GIRLLFRNDS in RHS... just cuz i lubb u guyss so muchhIIES<3

#1 annieee! BFF! haha.. knew u sinceee ... gr4... haha... lubbss u lotsss!!! haha... so manyy memories 2gethrr... good&&bad... ur the bestest... omigawsh.. i remember "annie's dictionary"... it had words lyk "bestest" & other weird stuff lyk thatt... haha.. hmm.. wut else?? grr... 2mani stuff.. cant remember anifingg... oOo... campp was funn... haha... o yeahh!! remember the beginning of gr6??... haha... *secret* "soooooooooooooo hawwttttt" LMAO! gahhh... so manii funni thinggss.. haha... hours of talkinn on phoneee hehe... LOL [Lot Of Love]
#2 diane~ onlyy met u this yr... but still... we're lykk.. supermajiggy close! hehe.. aniwaii... lotsa stuff comes between frnds... but haha... we dun fight??!! hmm... wut else 2 sayyy...? lotsa stikkyy pixx memories... lolx... the bunnyy thingyy on ur head was shoo cyute! hmm.. wut else?? o yeahhh ¥J¥J lovee! <3<3 *hear heart heart* aniwaiiii lubb yaaa *muah*
#3 stephaniiee   met u this yr... but we met& became frnds cuz we're awesumm! hehe.. lolx... A Block w/ u & ria & sandy & *>.<* lisa was awesumm.. lolx.. took so mani retarded pixx... lolx.. B Block was fun 2!.. haha... remember when fan would always bother u??... dammit... just remembered u dun got xanga.. o well... i'll tell u 2 go & read it... hehe.. XP... ¥J¥J roxx! haha... me no lyk 5566.. i'm sryy... hehe.. *hugs*
              -okkkk... just realized tht this blog is gonna b REALLYY long if i make the shoutouts so long... so.. sryy.. ppL.. but i gotta shorten themm downnn
-&& no more numbers! [cuz it just gets really confusingg]
ria! haha... ur awesumm... =( lolx.. remember how u thot i was a bitch @ first?.. LMAO... pshhh.. UR THE BITCH!!! *mutter* hoebag... aniwaiii... quatorze... lolx... *sigh*... still obsessed w/ MR??... >.< u sed u'd b overr itt by spring break! grr.. aniwaii.. u rockk!!! *give out hugs more often!*
evelynn... my twinn.. well.. not reallyy.. she's WAY prettier than mee.. haha... cant bleve when i 1st saw u in church.. i was lyk.... "whoa.. is that evelyn??".. hahah... grr.... skewl suxx.. we both suckk @ mathh.... but i think we're getting better! hehe wishh ya luckk on math9/10! lolx.. hope we both make it & helpp each other get throo another yr... *sigh*
pamela =) u've helped me get throo so muchh.. especially when i had to deal w/ a LOT of problems.. =) u've alwayys byyn there 4 me.. thankk uu so muchh... *muah* && there's more i wanna sayy... but u noe ish hard 4 me 2 put into words... aniwaiii... *winks* luvyaa<3
              -i just noticed tht the shoutouts aren't reallyy SHORTENED...btw: these shoutouts aren't reallyy in orderr.. they "pop up" & lead from one person to anotherr
jojo - ur awesumm cuz ur awesum @ ddr & takingg stik pixx.. lolx... yeahh.. i lovee uu.. cuz ur so funnyyyy hahah... remember whennn...?.. hmm.. cant think of anithinngg @ the momenttt.. hmm.. O_O! oo!! remember our "gossip table" in aberdeen??.. lolx... aniwayy lovvee u!
carina! ROTFLMAO omg... so manyy memories w/ u!! haha.. omgg.. my WIFE! remember when we first got engaged??.. lolxxx.. oo remember when we got married??.. so.. whose the husband?... or how bout we BOTH be "wives"?.. haha.. awww.. peanut! i miss him... lolx... stoopid claudia... she DESTROYED him! lolx... peanut... one "nut" & a tit growing out of his head... lolx... "annie2".. lolx... stoopid frog.. it wasnt the same.. =(.. lolx.. aniwaii.. love my lo por!
sandy... haha.. ur so photogenic... i hate u.. jkjk.. i love uu!! hahah.. remind me 2 send u "the pic"! lolx... but i havint uploaded it yett... aniwayy aww.. A Block is so fun w/ u!!.. lolx.. remember ur comic for art class?.. it was abt a witch.. lolx.. it was so gudd! ... haha... aniwaiii lubb uu... & ¥J¥J <3<3
agnes... hmm.. wut should i sayy abt u??.. haha.. its weird.. cuz i'm talkinn 2 u online... & ur high rite now.. lolx... okkieieieieiei... aniwaiii haha... u love turtles... so glad i met u this yrr.. remember tht time when we walked home in the dark?.. omg.. it was SOOOO scaryyyyyyy.. hahah.. ur tha besttttt! shane west is hot & a walk to remember is an AWESUMM moviee.. not my fav... cuz i dont have a fav... <3<3*heart heart* WUT DO U WANT 4 UR BIRFDAYYY?!
pearl! haha.. i remember when i first met uu.. lolx.. i laffed SOOOO much tht dayyy... hahah... =)... frnds havee problemmss... && we solve themm.. SEE??.. i hate 2 say this.. but I TOLD U SO! aniwaiii... hmm.. i rememberr this time when we [me, u, sum other ppl] were @ minoru parkk & we were on the teeter tottter thingyy... & u started singing eminem.. LMAO! haha.. o yeahh.. & harry potter puppet pals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMAO LMAO LMAO! okkk.. lubb u
stephB... =) i love u.. ur in lyk.. EVERY 1 of my classes.. hehe... except B Block.. & thatx b/c ur in metalworks or smtnn... hehe.. aniwaiii.... gone throo so much w/ u... only met u this yr... but we're preetiii closee!! hehe.. anywayyy... wut else... o yeahh.. u problly wont see this.... but... o well.. hehe.... lubb u lotsss<3<3 ur the bestestttttt
tiffanyy =) hehe... love u lotssss... hehe.. omg we did so gudd on our sci project! haha.. stayed up so late that dayy.. omg.. haha... we worked SOO hard!! grr... mrs. chan better give us an A in science.... hmphh! hehe.. lotsa things happened 2 us... =( hehe.. u noe y i'm "sad".. "/mad".. hehe.. r u sad/mad?.. hehe.. o well.... ish okkk......
lily!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my beautiful girll!! haha.. awww.. ur so preetyyyyy.... i hate u... =(.. jkjk.. i love uuu hehe.. but ur TOO preetiii!!! aniwaiii hoppee u havee a gudd summerrrr!!!!!!! =(... r u going 2 london?... PLZ stay @ RHS! PLZ!
andrea~ teehee... ur so funnyyy.. & omg ur so preetiii.. =(.. i dun want ya 2 go 2 hkk!!! =(... even tho we dun got classes 2gethaa... u still rockkkkkk hahaha.. lolx.. we had so manyy fun/funny/LMAOing/weird memories & stuff...anywayyy.. i love uuuuuuuu so muchhhhhhh.. ermm.. o yeahhh... *shh* secretttt.. wanna tell u smtnnnnnn.. hehe.. remind me online b4 u leave!!! && if u leave... then... 2 badd.. cuz i'lll problyy 4get by then.. aniwayyy.. lubb yaaaaa<3<3
nat... my ALLSTAR rapper! haha.. made up such gudd raps... dammit.. i 4got them now...  *dammnnnn*.. aniwaiii... hehe... lubb u lotsss.. no classes w/ ya.. but we're awesummm... haha.. cuz ur awesummmm.. heheee.. grrr.. i was gonna write smtnnn.. but i just 4got it... grrrr dammiitttt lolx.. <3ya
              omigawd this blog is getting SOOO longggggg...& still so manyy ppL to "shoutout" to....
steph... OH... MY... GOD... i owe u SOO muchhhhhh.. seriouslyyyyy... u've helped me this yr SOO much.. & i've only MET u this yr... but ur lykkkkkkk... awesummm & sooo smartt.. lykkk.. omgg... yeahhhhh... lolx.. "weird" memories... "anti tofu".. lolx.. o yeahh.. grr.. i found her in our yearbook.. lol.... hehe... aniwaiiiiiii.. love u lotsss STAY SMART!!
emily! SMART SMART! just lyk stephh.. haha... remember the stik pixx we took ??.. haha.. i look so baddd... but u look so guudd!! hahah.. aniwaiii.. hmmm... o yeahhh... remember wilson's house?... for the play?.. LMAOLMAO!! haha.. thanks 4 letting us use the eyeliner.. lolxxx ... we looked so weird w/ MOOSEtaches...
manhar =) hehe.. omg.. i love wut u wrote in mcleod's deskk.. ROTFLMAO... omg.. i wonder if she ever found it??.. aniwayyy.. lovee uuu... hehe.. cuz i love daniell.. heheh!! he roxx!!! omgg book && moviee!!! yay! haha... have a nice summerrrrrr!! c u in sept...hehe
savneet. omg i love ur last name.. haha.. PANNU.. dunno if i spelled it rite.. anywayy.. haha.. B Block is awesumm.. lolx... i suck @ sewing.. & the teacher still gave me good marks.. haha.. remember when i was lyk. "where's the PIN?".. or smtnn lyk that.. haha... ur awesumm.. hahah.. omg... i laffed so hard when u told me that u&ria were best friends in kindergartenn.. ahha.. ria duznt even REMEMBER! hahahahha anywayy <3 u... o yeahh.. cooking was awesumm.. hahah.. fan & derrick kept messing everything up!! omg.. they stole our CHEESE... haha.. *sigh*... lotsa memories w/ u 2.. hehe...
annaB & annaP... yeahh.. i'm cheap b/c i'm putting u guys 2gether... but.. i love u guys the same.. so its ok if u go 2gether.. anywayy.. hah.a... english&math is awesummmm b/c we alwayys have so much funn.. lolx... i hate miller tho... grr.. he makes me so mad!! anywayyy.. <3<3<3<3<3<3 u guyss!!
jenny!! haha.. dunno u tht well.. BUT... we both love theOC.. hahah... =(.. i cant bleve u missed so many episodes!!!!! watch the summer season !!!! hehe... HAGS... [dunno y i sed tht... cant think of anything 2 sayyy]
angel... wongwong.. tofuwoman... lotsa other nicknames 4 ya.. haha.... french ... u copied hmwk SOOO manyy times this yr... u taking french next yr??.. haha.. aniway... lolx... remember when i pulled out ur hair??.. LMAO....>.> hehe.. anywayyy... u rokkkk... @ ..... everythingg...... especially BBALL.... but not frenchhh... hehe.. jkjkkkkkkk.. ur good @ that too..
       -[scanning msn list 4 ppL i've missed]
tina! (almost 4got u) haha... u rokkk.. cuz we laff 2 much.. hahah... LOL LOL LOL LOL... thtx all we do.. lolx... anywayyy... funny memories.. haha.. remember watching the BBall games??.. haahha... & then gordon did sume funnyyy things??.. lollx.... hmm.. wut else??.. hahah... math is funn... we talk so much... haha.. & we play games.... "ABCD".... "arm wrestling".. etc.. lol.x...
phoebe! u rockkkkk!! haha...¥J¥J power! ¥J¥Jlove!!!<3<3 hehe... anywayyy.. love u lotxx 2!! haha.. almost 4got uu...=(.. hehe..
grrrr... okk.. i'm done... i KNOW i've forgotten ppL... plz dun b mad @ me... its reallyyy late... & i'm reallyy tired.. .& mah brain's not working properlyyy... gawdd.. *rubs eyes* hehe... =) this has taken a really long time... if i 4got uu... just remind me on msn or smtnnn.. hehe..u ppL noe i love uu.. hehe... so.. dont be mad.. hehe...... grrr.. i'm so tireddd...... WHO HAVE I 4GOTTENN???
omigawsh! SAMMY! =O... so sryyy.. hahhaa... aniwayyy.. sammyyy u rockk.. & u rock EXTRA b/c i almost 4got u... hehe... *embarrassed*... i love u... u love me... hehe.. i wont give any1 tht video.... hehe.... but ur hot in it!! lolx.... anywyayyyyyyy... have a guud summmeerrrrrrrrr ... lolx...... socials is so weird... ! lolx....

anyWAYY ppL... i noe this is a REALLYYYYYY long blog... but prop me!! cuz i love u PPL!!
              *btw i would've done the guys & the ppL outside of RHS... but i'm REALLYYY tired.. hehe.. so.. yeahhh

it has bynn 391 dayyz since i joined xangrrr

mmm... not 2 much 2 talkk abtt... o yeahhhh..

i've got two FREAKKINN exams && one FREAKINN godamn test this week!
how the fuck am i gonna survive these last dayys of skewl?
yeahhh... my life is fucked frum other stuff as well... gawddddd...

omg              wut a useless && sryyass blog...
o yeahh.. gonna change mah layoutt soon... expect it in abt.... 2-3 weeks... unlessssssss.... stephL is willing 2 hellppp me w/ my utterlyy fucked up layoutt so that it can be finished a bit earlier!!! *jkjk~~* u dun gotta help me!

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=(... i think i'm gonna cry... ='(   wtf do i do?